i got this clot that says that i can`t do a thing,
and it kills me that what i love i can`t do.
my mind is torn,
my life is smashed up.
and i know it`s right and i feel it`s time to kill...
i`m in panic because i can`t breathe...
i have this feeling in my gut to the point of nausea and i feel so,
so fucking empty.
